A 200-year old desk made for opium smoking serves as the author’s amuensis I spend six months a year in an old house in the Adirondack wilderness of northern New York, where my writing space is a renovated sugar shack, built in 1914 for boiling maple sap into syrup. The other six months, November to […]
Wind in the Woods
The wind blows in, bringing signs of rain.The woods darken,rustle, then settle back into silence. Woods shrouded and dim, as if a place to be,as if the center of all the things of the world.In its shadowed hush, memory flares. Here are the changes of the ages, its continuation,and the impermanence of all that live […]
Under the Skin
In fairy tales, people are turned into inanimate objects against their will, magicked into statues, or put to sleep for a hundred years, until set free by a prince’s kiss. The performance artist and sculptor Miles Greenberg wills himself into states of suspended time, feats of endurance that test his body, pushing against his physical […]
“I’m someone who is very like a sponge, but I don’t soak up the bullshit.”
How many interviews did I have under my belt by the time I met Sinéad O’Connor? Too many I think to have been as heedless to my subject as I was. For an hour (or approximately 8000 transcribed words), Sinéad was generous and candid and unguarded – every writer’s dream. She spoke, as a child […]
I Wanted to Make a Difference
I didn’t want to be raisedby a sad mother.I didn’t want her brotherto have died in World War II.It’s hard to change history.Even God can’t change history.But with one trick, I will.Watch me. It’s 1912. I’ve gone back in time. Adolf Hitler has just been rejectedfrom the Viennese Academy of Fine Arts.I speak perfect German.I […]
August
In August, all of the pharmacies in New York ran out of Adderall. No one could say why exactly. A supply-chain breakdown. A fraught relationship with Russia. A shipping container filled with Estonian girls. In the absence of Adderall, all of the girls in my class gained weight. The libraries went empty. We all cried […]
On Invertebrates and Vertebrates
Over homework, Natural History went back and forth.We watched French films online and slept through church. You told me that you dreamt about my mouth—God crept in, the crab meandered out. I woke up wholly baffled by the dayunder my tongue, the scuttling lineage of decay that, earlier, had colonized my bed.I fell into the […]
“Disgust has been an enormous theme in my life.”
“If I had to pray to anyone, I’d choose Whoopi Goldberg’s character from Jumpin’ Jack Flash,” wrote Ottessa Moshfegh in a “letter” to Donald Trump in 2018. “She makes me laugh. She has a sense of humor.” It’s a good thing that Moshfegh, too, has a sense of humor. Her wit elevates the otherwise bleak […]
The Queen of the Aragon Ballroom
Mary left the farm in Bass Lake and went to Chicago to look for work when she was 16 years old. It was Depression then, 1934, and she charged right into the wind day after day to look for a job. Mary didn’t eat for days at a time. One day, on the point of […]
Youth, Interrupted
Richard Haines was five when he began drawing. Gardens, mostly, and wedding dresses. “The gay gene activated,” he says. “All the other kids were drawing World War II bombers on their notebooks. On mine were roses and gowns.” All gay boys have some version of this story, but the droll portrait of the young kid […]
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